Had been graduated since February 2012 for foundation courses. Back in hometown for two months and now i really wanna say, how boring my life been through. I never expect this will be my life, expectation leads disappointment all the times. How suppose my life to be? Always turn out with negative result.
Sleep in the midnight wake in the afternoon, work with dad, computer and my phone. My days spent with just like this. And i don't know why, i turn so friendless. I really wondering where all my friends gone. The happiness that all we having in the past, where gone? Or maybe is true, everything changed days by days.
My dreams, still there. If there is 100% to achieve it, i guess i am only done with 0.1% and this 0.1% is think of my dream. I did nothing. I always ask myself, how your dreams come true with doing nothing. I got no inspiration at all. How my future will be? NO! I should ask how my uni life will be. Where and what course to take i din't even decide yet, feel so useless of myself. My life, turn so dark. Can't see my future light yet.
Now, i am a useless and laziness guy. I need a change. Hope so much for the future life, and i hope too you will be the one who by my side.
People that have left your life, let them gone. They not supposed to stay in your life.
I don't wish to be everything to everyone. I just wish to be something to someone :)
