Monday, March 19, 2012

goodbye



If your heart's not in it for real, please don't try to fake what you don't feel.
You say that you love me, but baby sometimes
you are just saying the words.

I won't ask you to stay, i rather walk away.
The distance between us is growing too wide.
Just goodbye :)



Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Why not me.



You tell me that you love me but say i'm just a friend
My heart is broken up into pieces.
If you only knew how much i love you
So, why not me ?


Why, promises are meant to be breaken ?
Tell me why.


Wednesday, February 01, 2012

February



February is here, first month of 2012 already gone.
As the same time, Chinese New Year is going to end soon too.
This year CNY, totally not a real CNY, where's those environment gone?
Been working hard and playing less for this year CNY, things really turn different years by years.
Growing up not really a good things always.
However, i still wanna wish you all
" Happy Dragon Chinese New Year "

Oh yeah, the last 2 weeks for my foundation.
Been so stress enough for assignments, presentation and finals exam.
Please, be good to me. Pass all the exam with good results :(
Few weeks more left in Sunway, where's my degree?
Don't care, enjoy first.

Be happy people :)
HCNY




Sunday, January 08, 2012

孔明灯 6.1.2012




6.1.2012
这一天,我们四个又去了 batu hitam 海边。
还记得上次,我们也是四个到了这里
吹吹风,画一画,谈谈天,玩玩耍
不一样的是,
上一次我们四个单身,这一次只剩两个
他们就这样因为那天而在一起,祝福他们永远幸福。

这一天,我们去放了孔明灯。
第一次,真的是我第一次。
那一夜,我们都真的很开心,孔明灯上写下慢慢自己的愿望
虽然不知道他到底会不会实现,但心里总有一种成就感
那一种,无法用言语形容的感觉。








他们的孔明灯很轻易的就飞上了天空,
很可惜,我的却失败了
当时的我,感到多么的落寞
就第一次,真的第一次,也不给个我希望让我觉得愿望会实现
很庆幸,我并没有放弃,继续想办法让我的愿望实现
第二次,火种再次点着了
可这次,孔明灯却破了一个大洞,眼看就再也飞不上了
愿望真的不会实现了,这次绝望了。。。
试了再试,始终还是失败了
最后,我选择放开了手
这时候,奇迹真的出现了
它飞起来了,它真的升上空了




当时我在想,或许这就是人生
你越是在意,越是想得到,都不容易成功
但也许你试着放手,一切会变得很简单。



这一天,我真的好开心
6.1.2012





Sunday, January 01, 2012

2012



他真的很好,
可惜没有人知道,
没有人记得,
更没有人珍惜。


2012, GOOD YEAR AHEAD.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !



Saturday, December 31, 2011

31.12.2011



Finally,
It's the last day of 2011, 2012 is here.
End of the world ?
No, it's still much things i haven't done yet.
At least, 60 more entire years life please.


2011 is coming to the end, it's actually last 21 hours for me. Because it's midnight 3.05am i am typing this.
Well, for this year what had i did ?
Yeah, actually as usual for many but the most important things for this year was, i grew up. I am 18. I turn from a small teenager to a adolescence and soon adult.
Times is like an rocket, as i said in every tweet. Wonder how my life will be in 2012.
Or maybe that's the real end of the world, so that i could no need to worry my future.
But if it's true, how much i hope i could do things that i never dare to try before i leave.
Life, must be full fill with happiness, sadness, regret, disappointment and others. And of these combines our memories and make our life turns wonderful.

Never regret a day in your life,
" good day gives you joy while bad day gives you experience "
You will never know how great a good day if you never experience the bad.
Just let your every day with happily, because you never know one day else who will love after your smile.

2011, that's my 18th year.
and
2012, i'm going 19.
unacceptable.
FUTURE ?





The real last day for this year 2011.
What did you regret?
Do you sad because of you did something wrong ? or you regret because you dint even try to do it.

2012, i wish for a better year.
growing up, old man soon.




Friday, December 23, 2011

舍不得



轮轮转转,到最后
最终,我还是赢不到你的心。
而我的心,真的不知道被你遗弃在哪儿。

我爱的人,始终不是我的爱人。
爱你很值得,真的只是该停了。


舍不得,但是时间真的回不去了。
牵着你的那些日子,真的好快乐 :)


不用担心我,我走了。
Cause i am not the man your heart is missing.




Tuesday, December 06, 2011

December


就这样,又到了每一年的十二月了。
科学家说,光速是世界上最快的,但我总觉得时间比它来得要快百倍,千倍。。。
“ 时间是一道不能反转的门 ”
过去的,怎么样也不能回来;
能回来的,只有回忆。

从一个刚高中毕业的小子,真难想象就这样大学预备班的生涯就即将要结束了。
也代表了,通往人生困难的路程越来越近了。
人越长越大,压力和苦难越来越多。你同意吗?
我举脚赞成,尤其是男人!


他们未来的人生,不再只有自己
他们的生活必须包括家人,爱人,孩子
想到这,我非常担心我的未来
要是我无能为力,我该怎么办好?
我的未来,真的是个未知数。。
算了吧,
放眼现在,张望未来!
还是现在开开心心地过生活比较重要

就这样,
又是一年了,明年就是世界瞩目的2012世界末日
真实还是谎言?
真实生活里,有些事情永远没有答案。
它要来临时,你要权力选择不要吗?
所以俗语说得好,“ 开开心心过每一天,因为你永远不知道自己有没有明天 ”
所以,我每天都努力的让自己活得开心,就算心里有着多么的无奈和烦恼
因为我知道,如果就这样让自己伤心这么的一天,我剩余的人生中快乐的日子又会少了一天。

2011年,我18岁的这一年。
这一年,我觉得我变了。
我尝试了成年后才被允许的事情,我不怕犯错
因为我知道,我不能让我的人生留白
与其到死后也不懂那是什么样的滋味,为何不再活着时尝试?
人生中很多事情,在乎的不是事情的好与坏,而是你个人的看法
有些事情不是做了后会不好,而只是没做会更好。
这一年,我学会了独立
离乡背井到了城市学会靠着自己生活,没有家人,一路以来都在身边的家人
无可否认,一开始生活是如此的困难
你知道吗?想家的滋味是多么的恐怖,一个人的滋味是多么的孤独
但我度过了,我面对了,
而现在,我习惯了。
人,总要学着自己长大。
没有人可以永远陪在你身边,很多时候你只能依靠自己。

这一年,我还是没变,
我只是长大了,想法改变了。
我一年前的目标,虽然还未达到,但我依然在努力中。
我知道,总有一天我一定可以。
而爱情这东西,它还没降临,它还离我遥不可及。
我就只能等待,我始终相信,该来的总会来的。
虽然我不知道我需要等待多久,不要等到我七八十岁时就好,哈哈

2011就这么样要靠一个段落了,有什么可惜?
我也不知道,我只想要我未来的每一天过得很好。
我的家人和朋友们健健康康,开开心心,
他们好,我就好。





日子一天一天过,我们会慢慢长大。

Say Goodbye to 2011
and
Hello to 2012 !